Today I took both of my parents to the movies as my treat. I told them we can see any movie except "Why did I get married?". We ended up seeing "Things (we?) lost in the fire" and "Kingdom". And today made me realized that I've changed.

In 6th grade I changed my name to Jei because it was a new start. I didn't want to be Ashleigh anymore. Ashleigh cried everynight because she cared what people she didnt care about thought.

Ashleigh was a skinny spoiled crybaby that wanted the world to revolve around her even when she knew it was impossible.

Today I realized that even though my name has changed my personality really hasnt. But thats ok cause I've decided to change that.
I know that no matter what I'm still going to be '1 of the guys' but I'll tell you this, I'm gonna be one of the most craziest, coolest, funniest 'guy' you've ever seen.

Things that have happened this last week have been really hard for me and my heart started acting up again (medically and emotionally). he</> was going to be another Spartacus and I refuse to go through that again.

Everythings going to be different now... If only it could be that way at home.

QUIZ!
-followed by IMPORTANT THINGS!-


stolen from mah wifey


Your Boy Side
[X] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ xxx] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x ] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x ] Wear boxers. -wearin 'em right now! -u-

Total = 15 points

Your Girl Side
[ x] You wear lip gloss.
[x ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ x] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[xxxxxxx ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures...
[xx ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ xx] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. :U
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (I want a new barbie for christmas... but no one takes me seriously.... I REALLY WANT ONE! not bratz.. i hate bratz)
[ x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total =16 points

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RAWR
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New amv I made.

I PASSED THE 250k in veiws mark. XD
That makes me happy.
BUT I NEED MORE!
So... shoo... go watch then comment me here if ya like XD

Look at this one:

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Total D. Gray man.
Its a totally new take on that show... Kinda creeped me out.

I started watching pet shop (of?) horrors.
ITS SO AWSOME!

along with Yami no matsui (total yaoi)

Did any one see heros on monday?
There was the shape-shifting girl and she offered to have sex with sylar while she looked just like sylar.

I twitched.
MY dad laughed at my reaction.

-n-

Sooo...
Holloween is soon!
I don't know what I'm going as!
But.. IDK
Any Ideas?

...
I jealous.
All my friends are being totally emo (-sigh- they have a right to be with all the cutting, an overdose, suicide threats and muder that has taken place within the last 5 days)
why does everything bad happen at the same time?!?!?!

I was born uncapable of being sad for more than 5 minutes. Any little thing makes me happy.
_{'specially hugs from zach}
Well on a good (not really) note:
parents fighting+ emo friend life= CREATIVE DEIHERRA!!!

YAY
-throws hands up sarcasticlly-
mainly in forms of my AMVs and stories
-heads desk-

I gave a guy an "interveiw" today.
It was about his _penis
He answered all of my questions!
1. when guys walk their _penis just kinda rests on their leg. -ewwwwww-
2. They don't wipe they shake.
-he included a funny hand action imatating wiping himself-
3.Depending on the underwear, their _penis moves differently.



Conversation went on to odd topics.... gotta love journalism!
_{not as much as latin.}


Science was a blast.
I told Jared all about yaoi. He said he was fine as long as he's seme.

I love my classmates.

UMMMMM.....
Thats all.
Oh and check out

platic cake's stuff is totally yummy

Word of the day:
factotum \fak-TOH-tuhm\, noun:
A person employed to do all kinds of work or business.

O///o

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We watched a slide show on bulling today... It was more on dominating then bullying but interesting non-the-less.
Especially with right behind me and Zach in front.

Zachs new favorite word:
Rim Job.
I explained to him what it meant and all he did was laugh. It gave me a reason to whisper into his ear -blush-

_{(Wtf...I black... black people can't blush -heads desk-)}

But the survery that concluded the slide show was most fun of all...
Dinsy doesn't feel safe anywhere in the school expect for everywhere that wasn't listed. Among the list was hallways, locker room, restrooms, bus, and bus stop area.

=3

She has no reason to feel safe when I'm there. -wink-
_{I need to stop flirting with anything that moves}

Yaoi needs to appear magically in my closet....
Along with all the other things I find like my teddy rabbit Tooth was recently located in the back corner of my closet alond with much needed index cards.
_{Thomas yaoi... because he was mean to me}

Wow!
So whose understandin any of this thats not dinsy?

DEATH NOTE PREMIERES ON ADULT SWIM OCTOBER 20TH!!!!!!!

WATCH IT OR I WILL PERSONALLY EAT YOUR BRAINS!
_{It'll feel so good you'll cream your jeans.}

I WAS SO NEAR ANTHONY TODAY!
I mean I just had a total braingasm about him and came up with the fact that he's like my modern day greek god...


You know...
Like Fabio was to the 90's.



_{Why do I think these things?}

Only with a hotter ass....

I saw 3 guys adjust themselves today...
Am I the only one that catches these actions?

Zach made fun of me because I ran and well my Ginourmous chest bounced....
-heads desk-
They can be so troublesome at times.

The word troublesome makes me think of shikamaru.
Shikamaru makes me think of Ice cream.
Ice cream makes me think of ben and jerry's.
Which in the end result ben and jerry's makes me think of Anthony...(more like his ass but its all the same. I would tap that no matter... but his ass makes me want to harder.)



CAN I NOT GO ONE DAY WITH OUT MAKING A SEXUAL REFERANCE TO SOMEBODIES BUM?!?!?!?!?!?!!?

_No

I have ms. (mrs.? _{Who would marry her?}) tim tomorrow.

-shudder-


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